posted on Friday, January 18, 2013 at 11:30 PM
Tired.
Been a really rough week. Bad start to my recourse. Mostly my fault anyway so i deserve it..
Anyway, I'm in Bravo company. Supposed to be the slackest company in the whole of SCS. Yeah, too slack that the cadets are now taking advantage of it and moving ever so slowly, that we got to book out only at 9pm. That was the latest time i ever booked out of my whole stay in SCS.
Did some technical handling today, handle new weapons and stuff. Really admire the SAW, but i guess i'm not fated with it. Barely just passed the test for it.. :/
Whatever it is, i've got what i wanted, a recourse. Now to think of it, i feel a sense of regret at times, but i know and i always try to convince myself that it is for the best. I don't want to still be a private doing crap work when i reservist.. I hope i do well in my course and revive that possible hope of crossing over to OCS! Which will definitely get my NS dream back on track. Either way, i'm happy, contented. I just need to constantly tell myself that i chose this path and i'll take it, even if it takes a long while to adapt.
Army aside.. Looks like my room is ready! Wardrobe.. everything! Except for no TV and extra shelves but that's ok! Gotta wake up early to pack all the stuffs in.. Goodnight.