Finally, I've booked out. Had my McD craving served, but the Samurai Burger was an upset. Nevermind about that, because something was an even bigger disappointment. The journey. Mind you, Pasir Laba Camp to Punggol? Son of a gun, it was such an unpleasant ride, especially when one is clenching the ass, desperate to use the loo! Nothing helped when it was during peak period. MRT was mad packed. What made matter worst was when i missed my station. Can you believe it? I missed my station, Punggol, the LAST FREAKING station. It bounced and i only realized it when it was at Buangkok. I don't know, i was all listless and dreamy right out from my bunk back at camp. Maybe because of the suddenly call for store duties.. I may had been a little cranky. Anyway, i took about 2 hours (inclusive of my quick dinner) to get home. I can't imagine this kind of travels every book out for the next few months in SCS..

Well, book out it is. Weekend! Long one.. with off in lieu on Monday, and a thankful Tuesday as Deepavali public holiday. The cadets are booking in on Wednesday noon, but not me, because i'm the selected COS for Wednesday, and i got to be back in camp at least by Tuesday night, latest, Wednesday early dawn. Either way, i will decide on this as the date nears. Right now, i just want to draft out a plan for the weekend. I wasted one last week and i don't wish to see it repeat. I thought about it just now, and i initiated some friends to meet up. All i got were negative responses. But that's all i could ask. I have very little friends, i thought. Sad. I don't know, life sucks for a moment. Others are booking out to have fun, out with friends, enjoying good company and such. I fail at this. Ahh.. why?

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER