posted on Friday, January 11, 2013 at 11:30 PM
Wow, it's a brand new year already?!
2 months into being an OOC, now i'm all excited and pumped up about recoursing this coming Monday. I hope i can catch up in terms of combat fitness.
Life's normal. Pretty routine.. but I'm just glad i can spend time with almost everyone. Sometimes i wish i can split myself up and double the efficiency.. whatever. Growing old, growing problems, growing obstacles. I'm so tired of constantly motivating myself to push on. But i have to, otherwise i'm a goner. Why, oh why is our mind so playful.
We all have this moment, whereby we just get stressed up, annoyed and mad about things we don't know why we are. Simply ridiculous and heartbreaking especially when it determines our mood. Recently i just feel so lousy and mundane. Like.. it's all monotone and going through motion. I don't know what is wrong with me. Perhaps i need a long period of rest, all by myself to regroup my sanity..
Baby, i'll always love you deep in my heart.