Mhmm, guilty for leaving this space for awhile!

Well, i'm back. So far my army life's improving i guess. Now that i'm in Signals, everything i do is quite confidential. But what i'm at least able to share is that i do lots of studying and that sucks. I do miss studying, but not 'finish-a-text-book-in-a-week' kind of study!! Actually it wasn't the whole textbook, but 95%! Not forgetting that that is not the only subject.. Hahaha, but yeah it's true.

Entering the 4th week, which means, 8 to 9 more weeks or so to get my 3rd Sergeant rank..
Long way, but never too far. Life's been better i guess. I feel more comfortable with my surroundings now.

Today's a public holiday due to Good Friday! Thankful for this day as i get my much needed day away from camp. Took my little sister out for a movie and meal. I miss home!

  I miss this girl!
Gonna meet up my beloved darling tomorrow for ECP outing! Can't wait! (:

Quick post!
Advance monthsary date with my darling girlfriend! <3

16th month together! It has been an amazing journey and i know it will always be! Tough times don't last! Baby i know we'll grow from strength to strength. I LOVE YOU! Take good care of yourself honey, i hope you enjoyed the date! ;D

I'm screwed up.
Sometimes i really do not understand my own actions.. worst, i don't even understand myself or what i'm doing. I hate it.

I guess i need to stop expecting, because i don't know what to expect too.

2nd last week of foundation term passed.
In this week itself was enough to stress me out.

Firstly, i feel that i'm proud to announce that i'm ranked 8th overall in Bravo company! For a recourse personnel, i think i want to boast a bit! Hahahaha.. and it earned me a selection for OCS crossover. I was one of the three selected. We rehearsed and revised as preparations for the 1st interview. Sadly, i made it to the interview but i did not earn a 2nd interview while the other 2 did. My peer appraisal wasn't strong enough.. i guess it all comes down to sleeping in the overflow bunk and i did not get to interact with my other section mates much. Nonetheless, i'm very thankful for this opportunity and experience and knowing that my commanders really see something and believing in me.

Secondly, the vocation 'Air Defence Weapon Specialist' was something i hoped for back awhile ago because of where the camp is situated at. Here's the thing, they had the selection for the interview the other day and i was not one of the candidates. Pretty sad, but i was determined and i requested my sergeant to bring me in for the interview to express interest. In the end, they took down my particulars. Later on, i got to know that i'm selected for a special unit as an infantry recce. I was then told my security clearance was high to be selected for this highly classified unit. After much research and advices, most of them were a 'good-to-go' but in my heart i fear for my body. I don't have a very strong back.. but i'll see what it is on Monday when the interview commence..

Right now, looking forward to my posting and my last week of foundation term. It has been a fruitful journey to be honest..

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER