posted on Sunday, April 13, 2014 at 12:23 PM
This is not the end.
We all have this very bad human habits..
.. that
We only appreciate when the it's gone or going to.
I hate this about humans. I don't like that.
It just so occured to me that i'm a victim.
Reading through my blog posts.. Reminded me of so many things. So many beginnings, so much promise and brightness. But it all boils down to this. I don't want to blame it on 'Shit Happens' but i have to. I deserve what i get.
Now that i have the time in the world without you, i realise that this isn't how i want to spend my precious time on.. that, i'd rather spend it with you, no matter how difficult it is for the simplest fact that it is worthwhile in the end.
Since you insist. Then i do believe that i can, that it is not impossible to win you back.