Finally! I get to blog..
Well, the long waited 6th monthsary post! (:

So we met up along the station and headed off to Ice Edge Cafe! Had a good meal. Everything was awesome, and we certainly had an amazing time. Though the salmon steak i ordered was a rather small portion, it was still delicious! My darling's risotto wasn't bad too!



This has to be the most amazing dessert ever! Lychee Martini gelato on this crispy wispy waffle. Shared with my darling. Loved every bit of it and i'm sure my darling girl did too. Oh.. did i mention that it was my first time trying such a dessert?! 

Exchanged our monthsary cards! Not something we always do, but it was nice! (:
So fast, it has been half a year. I'm sure we have our whole life together to look forward to. Nothing in this world can beat spending time with your beloved..

Thank you darling. Thank you for always making my world a better place to live in. I'm sure we will always be strong, loving and caring for one another. I'm also sure that we will live happily together with a bright future. I have faith. I'm not going to let you and us down, and this shall be a promise to you. I love you baby. Happy 6th Month. <3

Wonderful day!
Work was tiring and was all sleepy to be honest..
CLFS! Tough as shizz.

Well at the end, my darling came to my rescue because she came to surprise me at my workplace! How awesome is that! (:
Thanks baby for making my day brighter.
Had dinner later on and window shopped around. Went home after that!

All in all a pretty good day! <3

Yay! Been waiting for today..
20th May 2012 marks me and my darling's 6th monthsary. Half a year! (:

I'm so glad we made it this far, and it can only mean one thing.. WE'RE CLOSER TO OUR MARRIAGE! (:
Well, this post shall not be about today, because the pictures are with her.
Alright, i shall then annouce another news..

I officially graduated from Republic Polytechnic! 3 years of hard work.


I also have to say that, this graduation ceremony was the first and only time i saw my principal! Hahaha, i guess it is normal for Poly students..?

Well, i had fun in my long weekend, back to working life tomorrow!
Have a great week and stay tune for my 6th monthsary with darling's post. (:

Almost midweek now!
Recent days have been alright. Moods have been improving a lot, loving it!

So, i'm kinda moving office at work. Going to be part of the new survey project. I guess it will be a great challenge for myself. I hope i can speak well.
Nothing really much to blog about because practically everything's about the same!

What a week!

It has been a tough week quite honestly.
Fatigue sets in from the after work. As it compounds till the very end of the week, the final result is massive. However, we are human, and we do the wrong things at times. Well, that's not the point of this post. But, i do want to share about how this fatigue has caused my week.

I'm so tired and lethargic that, i think i am seeing things.. like dirty stuffs. I know they are just illusions, but i was that tired. It just gets into me, so weary and all. Will do my best to not let this affect my mood for the rest of the day though. Then again, i have a purpose for working this 'hard'. A purpose i'll never give up on. I just hope it won't take too long to come true. (:


Today is Saturday!
Went to church with my darling girl. Had some photoshoot since she brought a DSLR. Seems like i have some hidden talent in me after all.. XD Well, went to service, family weekend.
At the end of it, we went to the front to take photo with the anointing pastor Kong.
He then talked to me, which entirely shocked me real bad. Till this moment, i am still unsure if i am honoured for that, or just simply.. nevermind. But i do know, when i hesitated to ask him something, he seems to know what i was thinking and he grabbed my arms to say a few words. I felt.. a sudden rush of memories, past, and all the history that has all been haunting me all my life. Perhaps that was the confusion i've been wanting to ask him.. I just hope i get another chance.

Well, a better week ahead, a greater day tomorrow! Goodbye.

Tiring week!
Work has been really draggy and well, boring. I guess i'm a person who likes constant excitement and new adventures! Haha. Honestly, even though it is just 2 weeks of full time work.. I can't believe i'm saying this, but i miss school. I miss the circle of classmates, the engagement i get in with the class.
&Of cause.. not forgeting being able to lunch with my beautiful girlfriend.

Being reprimanded in a classroom is not as bad as in an office.
But i guess that is working life for me. You literally do the same thing, everyday.

Nonetheless, when there's a motivation for you.. you are more or less on track and ready to brave any storm. My motivation is simple, to earn, save up, marry my darling and lead a good life.

I'm talking couples for this post.
Right, 2 person in love gets together.
They love each other, madly, deeply, truly.
As we know, nothing is perfect in this world..
Couples quarrel. They get into disagreements.

What can we conclude?
That we are flawed, and human.

I came to realise that, it is normal for disagreements between couples. What more, intense tiffs that will shake the ship real bad. In the end, if you really care and want the relationship to work, we put in the effort and make sure it DOES work. We do all we can, all we could, with all we have.
Life's not fair. Sometimes we have to lose more to gain some. But we always have to know that, it will always be worthwhile later when you put your faith in it.
I know things are quite difficult at times. I blame it on our inability to control our emotions. We bring in unneccessary negative emotions from other stuffs into our relationship. It is easier said than done, but we got to try to not do this.

I've never cared for someone so much.
I've never thought for someone so much.
I've never yearn for someone so much.
I've never been this fragile for someone so much.
I've never miss someone so much.
I've never love someone this much.

When you kiss a gift before you go to bed, you know the giver is special.
When you say "I love ________." before you sleep, you know that person is precious.
When you are willing to travel a whole long distance to meet or send that person home, you know she's your gold.
&When you shed a tear with the slightest thought of the person leaving you, you know that she's your world..


Baby, you are my true world. You saved me. You brought me out of this lost city of mine. You make me feel whole, loved and cared. I thank you for all your utmost patience in me, and i'm very apologetic for all the troubles i've caused. Please know that i'm always trying my best, doing whatever i can to improve for you. You mean everything to me, so much to me.
You may not be my first chapter, but you will definitely be my last, that will enjoy life with me together, as husband and wife, for life. I love you.

Friday!
Finished work at 5:30pm. I'm kinda used to my job now. Just calling, greeting with the standard introduction and stuff. Hahaha, I think i'm alright with this job. Oh.. kinda became a listening ear to one of the respondent though.
It was this auntie, when i called back the 2nd time to verify some information, she suddenly told me her stories about her dismissal from work 5 years ago! She was telling me all the stuffs, like how life is so unfair and how the company is so mean to treat her like that. Her voice was almost like she was about to burst into tears! Well, what else could i do but to listen and just wish her good luck. It's amazing how this job can actually bring family closer together at times.. Especially when you verify the family members' ages. It reminds them of their bondage and perhaps.. realise if they have been remembering their kin's birthday.

Well, rushed to Yishun after work to meet my darling girl and her mum! Had plans to have dinner with them, sisters, her brother in law and her nephew! Good food, had my fill, had my fun and i enjoyed the dinner with them! OH! I finally have a picture with the nephew Davis!! Of cause, i got to deliver the paint and brushes i bought from Indonesia last month to him! Hope he will paint something nice soon.

Have i mentioned that i got my NTUC FairPrice Xtra's pay? Yeap, i received perhaps a little more than i calculated. I'm grateful though, but it was almost half gone after dividing all the seperate savings and payment. Haha well, for the benefit of my wedding with my beautiful darling, i will save up when i can. (:

Alright, tomorrow's a brand new Saturday.. a day closer to my enlistment. :/
&I miss you so bad.

Tomorrow will be my 4th day working at MoM!
Been calling and calling during my work, and.. that's about it?

Really busy week, and i guess it will be way busier soon..
Sigh, now that i know my enlistment date, i feel like time is running out. I always have meeting my darling girl as a top priority now. Of cause, been meeting up with her after work and her after work these days. Taking turns to fetch each other from work. I'm glad we are still able to spend time before i enlist. Well, we have been pampering ourselves with lots of good food recently too.. I mean, 2 buffets in a span of 3 days!! Damn.. so much for working out! XD

Tomorrow i will end work at 5.30pm! will be meeting up with my darling girl's family for dinner. (:
I love spending time with her family.. especially her nephew! Though i only seen him once.. Hehe. I hope tomorrow will be an awesome day.

PS Sorry for my recent moodswing.. Really sorry. I love you. *act cute voice* .

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER