Today's my mum's birthday!
Though she will never get to read this but, i wish her best of health always! (:

So, since i'll be starting work at MoM real soon, i know i wouldn't have time to lunch with my darling in school any sooner, at least till end of July. Hence, i thought why not give her a surprise!?
Woke up to prepare the ingredients and cook her favourite pasta! Nothing fancy, but well i always wanted to cook for her. One point of time, she wanted to buy her lunch with a classmates.. and i was like 'damn! nooooooo your lunch is withhhh meeeee~!' Hahaha. Nonetheless, things worked out fine and the surprise went on. I'm glad she enjoyed it. (:

Went to buy my graduation robe since i was in school and it was the first day of the sales. Waited for darling girl to end school and we all head over to Joo Chiat for a birthday dinner with my dad's side.
Had lots of food! Got back home, cut the cake and gave our presents!
Borrow Dad's car later on and sent darling home. OH! Picked her mum up on the way too.

Life's good i guess? Though we cannot always enjoy life to our dream fullest, living life to our possible fullest is good enough.. Oh well.
AND .. I love you darling, you're awesome. <3

5th Month!
It's been a long wait, but well, me and my beloved darling has surpassed the 5th month mark and we're looking forward for the rest of our lifes together.
I actually planned a surprise for her! Which.. didn't really went as a surprise eventually because my girlfriend was simply too smart. So i booked 2 premium tickets for 'Songs of the Sea' few days ago for today's celebration because darling told me she always wanted to watch this show. I thought, why not? So i bought.

Well, i went to meet up my agent from Recruit Express before anything today. She said she will continue to look out for jobs and will contact me asap. Sigh, i guess i'm going to waste somemore time and be jobless. This sucks.

After that, it was around 2pm plus.. and i decided to find my darling girl in school. Waited for her to end class and we lunch at Lawn Foodcourt. My god! I finally get to eat my favourite nasi lemak in RP! Miss it sooooo soooo much. Darling did her homework because i warned her that she might not have time to do it later. Hehehehe. But at that period of time, she was already pressing me for answers on where we will be going. I tried, tried not to give in, so i lied and said no, we are not going Songs of the Sea. Hahahaha, but my darling is too smart.

5pm plus? We made our way to Harbourfront. Shopped around for awhile, and got my mum a birthday gift. Turns out to be quite easy actually.. so much for being stressed up on what to buy!
Got some snacks, and off we go!

We reached, and for once i felt an authority, because premium seats were on another entrance! HAHA, like wow, we're VIP(s).. Managed to get some tourist to snap this picture above! In return, my darling helped the tourist couple to snap a photo too. (: I have to say, the show was beautiful, and our seats were great and perfectly aligned! Thank god for booking the premium tickets otherwise the standard seats are so far at the side it wouldn't be a good view at all. Beautiful light show, some flame throwers, and fireworks. I guess my darling girl enjoyed it a lot! <3

So the monorail queue back to Harbourfront was too long and we decided to walk to the next station. Snapped some pictures.. a little bit of modelling, but well i guess i can't take good pictures at night. Hahahaha.. but hey i love to take pictures alright!

"Who did it?!"
"I freaking did it!" -refering to the picture above. XD

Hot night.. I was sweating profusely, darling even got a picture of my back all wet and sweaty!
My darling had some model moments on the staircase.. and who else but me the brilliant photographer managed to snap some good pictures which some are now darling's new profile picture on facebook. =x


I love this picture a lot. The angle is just nice.. I love it!!
Darling's smile is perfect. This was on our way, still walking, to the next station. Many more photos, but i don't have it all, because all of them are in her phone.

&Of cause.. we had a cute idea to do something with this fountain. I acted like i was scooping up the water for a drink. (was actually craving for coke!) Darling had a picture acting like she was washing her hands! But that girl did not upload it! >:(

It was all done with a lot more pictures. Head back to Vivo, got my coke in Giant, and we settled our dinner at Kopitiam. Spicy Fish Steamboat i suppose? Darling had her crispy noodle and mine, rice. Enjoyed our meal, and i believe we enjoyed ourselves today too!

Evangelyn Koh HJ, you're the best i'll ever have and i'll do my best to cherish you forever. Yes, i'm finally using the word 'forever' .. I hope you had a great time like i did. I know it may not replace all your recent disappointment, but i hope today was enough to improve your mood and make you happy. I mean, that has always been my job and i vow to always do that. You're like better than the sun, because you shine even in the night. I love you, and i always will. Happy 5th month darling. <3

Still in the process of finding a job.. an office job.
I guess it just takes effort to look for one. I really hate it when i'm wasting my time away now that i'm not schooling anymore..

Everyone has their wants. It is normal to whine a little when we cannot get what we want, because it is a sign of unhappiness. We all get unhappy.
Maybe we don't get them now, but who knows we may be able to even get way too much of them in the future? I'm just trying to say.. we are never asking for too much because one can never get enough.

Baby, if you are reading this, it is alright.
I'm your boyfriend, it is my job and duty to keep you happy.
Maybe we can't buy things we want now, but we will when we earn and have our savings right?
I hope that we will work hard, towards a better future, so that we can live a healthy life together as husband and wife. <3

I served my last 3 days of NTUC FairPrice Xtra on Friday.
I got my wish, and well just when i'm starting to get used to the job, i quitted. Well played?
But i set my mind back on track and submitted 6 resumes on jobstreet today..
Nevermind, so i'm jobless for now.

However, later that day, i drove dad's car to pick up my beautiful girlfriend at her class's bbq. Planned to drive her elsewhere for a spin or something, but i was told to return the car early and so i did. Furthermore it's not my car anyway.. So she stayed over, for 3 days and 2 nights. Though it was not a very long period, i felt closer to her. I got so used to have her around me, living together that when she went back home today i felt empty, and sad..

All that little things we do together .. drying your hair, snuggling together, feeding each other food or the medicine, were just simply impactful. I love having you around me. That night walk.. holding hands walking the streets just the 2 of us. I love all these and i'll miss it all. I hope we can have these again soon, and of cause even after we are married.
Honestly, when you went up the bus on your way home just now, i felt like as if you'll be away for a long time. I miss you baby, i really do. I believe these 3 days, we had fun, and we grew closer to each other. I love you.

Rainy Sunday..

So i'm now unofficially jobless again. Submitted my resume for 2 jobs.. but i guess it will be a long wait for a reply. I feel like i'm wasting time right now, when i can be out there earning money. ):

My darling girl's starting school soon. That means, we will not get to meet as often as we want to especially when she works part time too. Well.. i guess that's ok, for we need to save up!
I really feel like she's the best i'll ever have. I want to be able to spend the rest of my life with her as married couple. Sometimes.. she does show have her negative side like i do too, for the fact that nobody is perfect in this cruel world. But, it is just that special 'she-is-the-one-for-me' loving bond that tells us to keep calm and accept it the way it is. I believe that is the greatest task to accomplish in any relationship. Well, i love her, and i always will, plus i already had taken the steps to embrace my beautiful girlfriend the way she is.
I don't know how many times i have to state this... but i want to marry her so much.
It is going to be tough with the financial health we have right now, but i know we will work hard to make it work.

If you're reading this baby.. read on.

I know sometimes i get really annoying with the way i behave, like being upset/angry/annoyed/jealous easily. I know my downfalls, and i'm trying to cut them down and improve to be a better other half of you. I really try and am trying.You know why? Because i care for you so much, and it hurts to watch you take all my frustrations in by yourself. I realised i have not appreciate you enough, but i do now, and i will more, for the rest of our blessed life. Baby, you're all i ever wanted and i trust that we will work out, now to the next step as husband and wife. I hope that the recent distance while we are working and not able to meet each other reminds us that we are deeply meant for one another. I miss you baby. I really really do. Nothing's going to stop us and we will succeed in our common goal! Virtual hug? .. (':

I believe in us, and i trust in you.

Just got back to Singapore yesterday night.
I had fun back in Indonesia.. perhaps a little too short but enough.
Did what was planned, but just couldn't have more time to shop around.
I'm gonna miss so much there. All the good food! D:

Today, i met my beloved darling since i flew! My god, i really miss her so much.
Caught a movie i've been wanting to watch for a long time. Not a very bad show..
Off we are back to my place. Passed her the snacks i got for her. Hopefully she and her family likes it..

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER