Wednesday! Finally me and my darling girl got to go out on a date again!
Surprised her with a movie booking. Hah, she must have thought i couldn't be bothered about the movie.
Silly girl, i know how much you wanted to watch it that was why i booked first. X)

'The Hunger Games' it was! Not a bad show.. but Taylor Swift's main soundtrack didn't appear only until the credits at the end! Bummer! But it was an exciting movie, especially when you are watching with the love of your life.
Shopped around for a bit. Got some shirts to bring back for my grandpa, ate at far east plaza and we went back to my place. Hung around for awhile and we left at about 9.30pm. And.. i asked dad for permission to drive his car! He reluctantly agreed and there i was, driving my dad's car for the first time, and my beautiful girlfriend was my first ever passenger to be driven on that car! (:
First time on the highway was scary.. but it was alright awhile later. Picked up her mum on the way, and sent them back home.

Well, i'm flying off to medan in awhile.. In a few hours time.
I guess i should get to sleep now because i'm waking up in 2 hours! Goodnight.

Baby, take care of yourself ok? I love you, and i always will. I'll miss you like i always have. XOXO!! <3

The destined.
I really believe that I've found the right girl.
Because when you know you've made so many sacrifices just to be right for your right one, you are in.

I'm proud that i got together with her.
Though i gave up my biggest dream to study overseas, i know i've made the right decision.
She's all i look for in a girl. Can't wait to be addressing her as my wife 5 to 8 years from now!

Just recently, i've failed to see how great she is, and have not appreciated her enough. All these while, i let my jealousy take over.. way over and caused so much unneccessary disagreements. Shook the ship a little but i'm glad we set it back smoothly. I'm really grateful for how wonderful she is.
We all have flaws, and we just need to accept it one way and the other. No one said it was going to be easy, but at the end of the day both parties just have to put equal amount of effort to continue building the relationship for the better.


Baby, remember the bridge scenario i told you when i was still wooing you? I'm glad we are still walking on it. We will reach the other end real soon and a new journey awaits us as husband and wife. (:

How much is thinking too much?

I feel so helpless, and at the same time, wanting to do something about it.
Maybe it is something difficult to go through, but i want to get a positive result.
Work may have distant us a little bit, and meeting lesser nowadays but i just want you to always keep in mind.. that i'm always loving and missing you constantly. I want to be with you so badly.

I know i'm not the best boyfriend in terms of jealousy.
I get jealous easily, maybe because i care too much. But, how much is caring too much then? Or am i simply doing it wrongly? Perhaps i'm just selfish.. and should learn to be more secure.

We made our promise, many promises.
And they will never be broken.
I love you, and i will always will.

I guess i'm the only guy who cries so much..

This is a long dued blog post! So sorry baby.

Finally, I've found a job at NTUC. Low pay, but well at least i know there will be income. I'm actually gonna start my first day of work tomorrow. Not a very ideal shift, but i guess this is the job for me, as of for now. I just hope the staffs there are friendly..

Another good news! I passed my TP! New driver on the road. I had a really fierce TP though, and i thought it was all over when he scolded me one point of time.. But i persisted, and uphold my confidence throughout. To be honest i even hummed a little soft tune to keep myself calm at times. In the end, he passed me, luckily enough.
So Jon met me to pass me his old P Plate in the night and had supper together. Drove him with his car, my virgin driving legally on Singapore roads from Buangkok onwards till Punggol. My very first passenger! Hopefully, i can get to borrow my dad's car often..

Final good news of the day! Today marks the 4th month with me and my darling girlfriend.
Did not really celebrate but i think we had a decent meal at Jln Kayu! Sorry baby, i promise it will be better for the rest of our life together. (:
My world has been brighter with you around. I'm sure through time, we will get to understand each other even better, and improve for each other wholeheartedly. I want to be the best you'll ever had, best you'll ever marry! I love you baby, i really freaking do. Happy 4th beautiful month! <3

I guess i'm a guy who needs a lot of assurance time to time.
We all got that weak part in out heart, whereby the slightest of words can hurt you so bad.
Sometime things happen.. but all we always got to do is brace ourselves, and push on.

I love you darling, i always will.

I did sales and promoting for the past 2 days for the first time in my life!
All i can say is that every hour was an experience.
I've realised that doing promotion is not always about sales, but more about meeting people.
Good things about this job? It improved my chinese, charisma, patience, attitude and my verbal projections. It sure is difficult at times accepting 'No' for an answer, but at the end of the day, we can't let that affect the rest of the day. So we got to be positive and tell yourself that it is normal for people to say 'No' and push on because the whole day is for you and have lots of potential 'Yes' out there.
It was really an exciting moment when you get to sell your first few deals! There's a motivational factor readily available, which is also why i liked this job.

Of cause, we have to lie at some point of time and is totally not my kind of field, which is why it has brought to my decision that i should stop this job. Another reason being super tiring, aching legs and bones. However.. i'm actually thankful for all the experience and skills the seniors have thought me. 2 days may not have been a lot but i did picked up precious knowledge on the way..

So i guess i'm back to being jobless again. I still have driving lessons and traffic police to pay for.
Being in the working field again actually made me realise and reminded me of how difficult it is to earn money.. Then again i'm only 21 this year..
Look, yesterday when i was doing my job, i actually met this almost-gay-but-not-gay guy in a hair saloon. He was in his early 40s. Nice guy, chat a bit as he talked more about himself, saying that he feels time is running out and he should stop 'chionging' for money. He also said that nowadays young people these days, teenagers especially, are already pushing themselves so hard like he is now at his age. Then he said something like, wow, how will they feel when they reach my age? Wouldn't they be all sickly and too tired to enjoy even with all the money they have?..
This man actually made me ponder a little.. not saying that i should totally idle all of my time.. I still have to cherish every period and make myself useful. Yes, young people should have fun, but balance it with wealth, because we will only be young once. Oh yes, he bought a deal from us in the end.

Mhmm, time has changed, we are all in a situation that we really need to save up for the future regardless of how old we are, for because everything is getting so competitive nowadays.. Oh well, i'll just hope for the best..

Went out with my love and her mummy today! Yeap, feared at first but it wasn't all that bad.
Ate together, shop together, caught a movie together.. i think it was all good and fun though most of the time they were shopping for ladies' stuffs.
BUTTTTT, being the awesome-est guy ever (hahahaha~) i actually blended with them well cause shopping is fun even when it wasn't for me at all.

Well, i enjoyed myself enough, and can't wait for another.
I love you auntie!
&I love you baby. <3

Of cause i want to spend every available time with you.
Especially when i'm going to be enlisted soon..
But you have your own life too, and i have no right to control it.
I can't be selfish to always want to be with you every single day, as much as i'd love to.

Yes it may hurt inside, but i'm okay. I think it is all about giving in and sacrificing at the right moment.
Just do what you feel is good for yourself and makes you happy.

1st of March!
3rd month of the year. 2012 is fast.

So recently, did a couple of things i've been wanting to but never had the chance.. like tie dying!
I think i've deleted the pictures but they are up on facebook. (:
19 days till my traffic police test. I'm quite scared to be honest. I can't afford to waste this money!
Oh well, we'll see how it goes..

 I actually have nothing to blog about, but i just wanna update my blog a little.
Finally settled for NTUC Fairprice as a part time. Low pay, but well.. I can't be too greedy can i?
Suddenly that made me think of food.. Ok i'm hungry.

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER