posted on Sunday, January 29, 2012 at 10:31 PM
The week was alright.
FYP submission's passed.
Monday's the dry run and Wed the actual evaluation. I hope things goes well..
So, caught 'We Not Naughty' yesterday and i have to say it was very touching at some points. Maybe it was very relevant to my life and i felt connected and so i teared. Growing up.. is easy, growing up being a good person is another. I'm thankful for what i've become today though.
... Hmm. Sunday today, had my 2nd steamboat of the week. Good company with friends, i mean, i'm entering the army soon so i'm glad i get to spend time with anyone close to me, especially my darling!
Love is full of sarcrifices, as much as it takes two hands to clap, you got to feel hurt a bit as you do so.
I'm sorry, if i ever make you upset and not able to let you join your friends at times.. I know it is very selfish of me. I would had been alright if you continued to join them for the other activities because i know you want to, very much. It fills me with lots of guilt now that i keep noticing you remorsing about it. I know you want to be with them so bad.. I was very afraid that such things would happen very soon for i feared that because of me, you have lesser times for your friends.. I don't want that to happen too but i just don't know what to do. I don't want you to drift from your spiritual family because of me.. for i know you love being around them a lot. I'm sorry for all that happened. I'm sorry for being unreasonable at times. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I really am sorry..
I feel so bad and guilty right now.. ahh..