posted on Friday, January 13, 2012 at 11:20 PM
Next week is the 13th week of Semester 2.
Soon, I'll graduate. I know i've said this many times, but i'll be enlisted soon..
Yes, it is sad because i will be spending lesser time with my love ones.
Because of this, i'm doing the best i can to spend as much time as possible before i enter the camp.
Sigh..
Sometimes i feel sad or appear to be unhappy when our plans to meet and spend time together hit a block or a turn is because, we agreed back then that we'd spend as much time as possible before i enlist. I know, there may be many other commitments for you as it is for me, but i just get sad when you have to place other commitments over me. I know it is ridiculous for me to say all these, but it's okay because you have your life too. This is just something i've to get used to.. by removing that thoughts, so that i can feel it is alright that you have your life to walk too. I'm sorry if you always find me difficult to please.. but i hope you know why i feel that way is because i want to be with you for as much as i can before i get enlisted for it will be so much more difficult to do so.. On my part, i'll understand whatever you have to deal with right now and it is only right as a boyfriend to understand what his girlfriend is doing. I guess thats all i wanna say..