This girl, makes me feel that way. Well, perhaps in recent days both of us were pretty busy and certain mood took a wrong turn. I'm very upset with myself at times, because i fail to see who i was about to disappoint. It only took a flinch of a distance to make me feel like i've got to do something to salvage things. She's the girl, the woman of my life i'm not gonna lose. I realised sometimes you got to know how to balance our attitude, sure some girls do not like you to be soft and give in all the time, but there are times they would want their guy to stand up and be brave about certain things. I'm still learning, but i'll do my very best to make myself better for her. All i want to see is her being as happy as possible, most of the time for as long as i live. I honestly admit, sometimes you just have to take a knock to know how things are actually hurting the people around you.. especially your love one.

Baby, if you are reading this.. i know i've been in very bad mood recently and i want to apologise for that. I'm sincerely regretful of my behaviour. Certain tasks just took its toll on me, and i eventually lost it. Just so you know, i never want to lose you too, because i love you, till infinity and beyond. My heart aches when i see yours do. I'll get better, i promise.