The week was alright.
FYP submission's passed.
Monday's the dry run and Wed the actual evaluation. I hope things goes well..

So, caught 'We Not Naughty' yesterday and i have to say it was very touching at some points. Maybe it was very relevant to my life and i felt connected and so i teared. Growing up.. is easy, growing up being a good person is another. I'm thankful for what i've become today though.
... Hmm. Sunday today, had my 2nd steamboat of the week. Good company with friends, i mean, i'm entering the army soon so i'm glad i get to spend time with anyone close to me, especially my darling!

Love is full of sarcrifices, as much as it takes two hands to clap, you got to feel hurt a bit as you do so.
I'm sorry, if i ever make you upset and not able to let you join your friends at times.. I know it is very selfish of me. I would had been alright if you continued to join them for the other activities because i know you want to, very much. It fills me with lots of guilt now that i keep noticing you remorsing about it. I know you want to be with them so bad.. I was very afraid that such things would happen very soon for i feared that because of me, you have lesser times for your friends.. I don't want that to happen too but i just don't know what to do. I don't want you to drift from your spiritual family because of me.. for i know you love being around them a lot. I'm sorry for all that happened. I'm sorry for being unreasonable at times. I'm sorry for being so selfish. I really am sorry..

I feel so bad and guilty right now.. ahh..

Damn my mouth's itching for something crunchy! Nope.. nothing about what she said. HAHA.
Right, so Chinese New Year passed! Just 2 simple days gone like that!

I stayed home on the first day because my family went overseas and i willingly rejected and decided not to join them. Well i just felt that i needed some time alone and have quiet moments to myself.. Later on in the evening and night, KC came over to play soccer, Winnie and Jon came over to slack for awhile. I appreciate it so much for them accompanion even though i did not ask them for it. Jon drove us around Singapore.. wait, EXOTIC parts of Singapore.. to see freaky stuffs, bapoks and prostitutes.. HAHAHA.

Second day was alright, because we all went for steamboat at Winnie's house. good food, good company, nice day spent! Again, it is so fast. Today is midweek already. Almost week 14. 2 more weeks of school, and it will be study week before UT3. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. time, Y U NO LONGER? *thats what she said* Moving on.. my darling came over my house to 'bai nian' after her class. Didn't see her for 3 freaking days and it so felt like 3 freaking years.. Army period's gonna be tough i guess. ITS ALRIGHT! RELENTLESSSSSS. Darling, i love you no matter what. Bye for now.

Hmm.. 2nd Month!

I don't have any new pictures, know why? Cause someone has an iPhone 4S now, with 8 megafreaking pixel~ So all the photos are now in her phone.

Well, i had driving lesson. Did my first circuit. Was pretty fun to be honest.. But i really find it dumb to do those 'krang' course or whatever it is meant to be pronounced. Like when are we gonna drive such a track in the real road? Sometimes it is true those circuit drive are to earn money.. Nevermind.

So, i met my darling later on. Off we go to have our long waited dinner. Again, at Plaza Singapura, but this time at Manhattan Fish Market! I think we waited quite awhile.. and finished our food 3 times faster.
Not the best i've tasted.. because i think they have changed their menu. But i guess it's alright because as long as your love one is eating with you, nothing else really matter. It sure is fast, soon we will be planning where to eat for our 3rd month. Hahahaha.. I love you. (:

Happy 2nd Month! <3

Next week is the 13th week of Semester 2.
Soon, I'll graduate. I know i've said this many times, but i'll be enlisted soon..
Yes, it is sad because i will be spending lesser time with my love ones.
Because of this, i'm doing the best i can to spend as much time as possible before i enter the camp.

Sigh..

Sometimes i feel sad or appear to be unhappy when our plans to meet and spend time together hit a block or a turn is because, we agreed back then that we'd spend as much time as possible before i enlist. I know, there may be many other commitments for you as it is for me, but i just get sad when you have to place other commitments over me. I know it is ridiculous for me to say all these, but it's okay because you have your life too. This is just something i've to get used to.. by removing that thoughts, so that i can feel it is alright that you have your life to walk too. I'm sorry if you always find me difficult to please.. but i hope you know why i feel that way is because i want to be with you for as much as i can before i get enlisted for it will be so much more difficult to do so.. On my part, i'll understand whatever you have to deal with right now and it is only right as a boyfriend to understand what his girlfriend is doing. I guess thats all i wanna say..

Misses.
Why do we miss someone?
Because we want to see them, feel them, or simply just look at them.
That heart warming feeling you get upon their appearance.

It's been awhile since i last used this space..
I'm still slapping myself to convince myself that it is already 2012. Yes, that hard of a fact to realise. Years flew by, and i'm hoping it continues to do so for the next 5 to 7 years.
School's final year project is almost done, and that is a huge relief, for the most important part of Year 3 is now almost cleared. Thank God. Main worries now? UT(s). Then again, it has always been a worry..
Blah.. so new year. The year of which was rumoured to be the end of the world. I certainly don't want it to be though. I've still got so much to see, much to explore, much to experience.. Sigh, why is life so short.. but of cause it is still longer than Kim Khardasian's wedding. Hehehe sarcasm~ Soon, I'll be a working adult. Wait, i shouldn't skip a step. I mean soon, i'll be in the army, serving the nation, protecting the country, full of foreigners. Eh, i was one too. Oops. Nevermind about that.
Yeah, i'm actually looking forward to it now to be honest. I just want to get it over and done with.
Medical's on Febuary 9th if i remembered right. I hope i get to air force or police though.. for the fact that i love the uniforms! Hahaha, blue ishh muaiii obsessionssxzsxx!! XD Not entirely actually..
Right now, I just hope i do well for my finals and get that damn diploma i've put my 3 years for.

Okay, enough about the thoughts. Now for what i did today..
Oh, i gym-ed. Basically just trained almost every part of the body. I know i'm not supposed to but what the heck, i did, so vhuttttt?! Lazed at home and Fifa-ed the whole time. The weather's too perfect for a date with my bed.. you know, just rubbing my legs against the cold comfy bedsheet at this cooling weather.. Yeah you get my point. Well, it is ending. Today's ending, and it will start all over with Monday for the new week. Good luck to all who are living.

First of all..
HAPPY NEW YEAR! It's 2012!

I'm not gonna make any resolution this time, because I've yet to fulfil my past years' .. Sad fact. I'm still dreaming to be of desirable weight as one of my top wish list though!
Of cause, new year, new beginnings. 2012 will be the year I'll be enlisted, and have my head shaved. I'm kinda submitted to fate for that.. but I'm actually looking forward to it too to be honest. Why? For the fact that i want to finish it fast and get on with life. There's so much to do!

Enough of those.. So, called up some old and close friends to countdown to the new year along with me and my girlfriend. Should i name them? Yeah, i probably should.. so they were, Daniel, KC, his date Elaine, Jon, Winnie, Anis, myself and my darling. It sure was a horrible journey walking from dhoby ghaut to the Helix bridge. I hate squeezing through crowds, especially when people are all sweating and.. yeah you shall continue the description for me.
NONETHELESS .. It was fun! Caught the fireworks and had some cheers with beers.. for auld lang syne. Hahaha, I love that song.

In the end, all of us decided to camp at Jon's place for awhile before we all head back home.
It was an interesting day, and I could feel the blessing of the new year already! Bye for now..

No new year resolution, but just 1 wish..
For you to be happy as much as can be. (;

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER