I have to admit that it is pretty amazing that I've actually thought about the future and everything forward with this special girl. Most of the people know me as a playful guy, flirting with girls all day. But no, people change.

I know i did. Not because this special someone changed me, but myself, changing to suit her better. It may sound stupid, but that is the power of attraction, the power of love. I merely just passed my birthday, turning 20. Just a inferior 2 decades on this Earth, but I've already met what could be my soul mate. Call me naive, lame, stupid.. but i know where all these are coming from and the feeling is real.

I'll never compare her with any of my ex(s) because she shall not be one of them. Maybe I'll compare on how much she is better for me, how much I'm better for her.
Never have i had someone, make me feel so complete. It is just this extreme feeling you get when you wish you could just spend your whole life with the person right now.

She shares similar views of the future plans.
She loves kids.
She's everything I ever wanted. Physical, personality.. everything.

I could go on and on about this but i shall stop it here. My eyes are heavy.
G'Night world.

&To that special someone reading this, I love you.

We get into desperation for the right reason.
We wait for the right reason.
We cherish for the right reason.

Eventually..
&The result happens for the right reason.

I'm glad we held on. Thank you, for our journey has just begun.


PS Our little accident at the interchange says it all! ;D

"God didn't give us hardship on purpose, he was just giving us a chance to beat up Satan." - John Bevere

Hello almost dead blog, and readers if there are any.
I'm loving the monsoon season right now, but to be very honest.. the flooding(s) are worrying me a little. This tiny island may be engulfed any moment at this rate we're going. But oh well, life goes on. RIGHT? Hahaha, i think these few weeks have been pretty good. Althought lots are coming right at me now.. and i mean being busy. Mid Term FYP evaluation next Friday, final UT1 at the end of that day. Gotta impress those evaluators somehow. I hope i manage myself well enough to pull through.

OH! I've decided to renew my driving interest, so I've signed up for practical lessons again. Had my first one last Thursday. Was surprised I didn't stall.. I guess i still have the magic in me from what i've learned in Medan! Shall hope that I get my license before graduation, before February, if i must.

I think that's it for now..


To You : I love seeing you in that white dress! Reminds me so much of Taylor Swift in her 'Love Story' music video! HECK, i love you in dresses! (;

At times, when things heat up, matters worsen, and you don't get your way.. you just have to learn to manage yourself better. I came across this amazing quote on twitter.

"Stop being afraid of what could go wrong and think of what could go right."

Positive thinking in summary. Optimist in short. I mean, that's how we should live life, not worrying too much on what may or what might happen, but appreciating all the good and positives with a smile.
Then again, we're human afterall and we be sad, annoyed, frustrated, angry and such. That is the time, where i feel we will always need a time out, preferbably alone, to sort things out.

Come what may, I think if life was this easy to live, there will be no lessons taught, no lessons learned.

Mad tired.
Public holiday! Went out with some of the SGM members. Picnic by the beach, with good food, good company, good music. It was fun.. because i rollerblade(d) for the first time in my life! The only horrible part was the countless fall and flips on the ground. Sure it was an experience, but I've finally learned to skate! Wounds and all, but nah if this hurts, I'm not fit to be serving army next year.

Watched 23:59 later on. My god, it was so BORING! Yeah, a little freaky parts but nope. Worst horror movie ever watched. Had awesome dinner at Bedok! I was pretty disappointed at myself for not knowing about Bedok 85 even though i was a Bedok North resident for 6 years! Hahahaha. Anyway, tuesday tomorrow and UT on wednesday. Hectic weeks ahead!


PS I fell for you so many times. XD

Sorry for spamming videos as blog posts.

As much as we have to go home everytime we bid goodbyes, I never wanted to leave you..



"You're It" - Gabe Bondoc/Ramiele Malubay

we can build a fort out of pillows in our living room
lay tag in the kitchen like we used to do
I can hide, you seek.. come find me

we can take our bikes to the park, you know the one downtown?
we can swing in the swings until the sun goes down
nothing's changed with age

you're still as lovely as the first day




i told my mama you'd be mine one day
i'd be your everything, could not wait
i'm so happy to say i was right

you...
are the only, for me
I've known for so long
You...
make me feel right, child like
I'm right where i belong
with you

teach me how to jump rope, i can teach you how to climb
play ball, then you can help me color in the lines
always knew, we'd make, a great team

i can be the cop, you're the robber since you stole my heart
or red rover i can wrap you up in my arms
or play house.. in our house

(chorus)

pigtails and hand-me-downs
couldn't disguise what you'd be
no, no, no...
I saw you then as i see you now
perfect, lovely, worth it to me, all I'd ever need

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER