Afternoon, to whoever is reading this.

It's Friday already. Time flies and flew. School starts next week. My brother's going back Medan on Sunday. Soon, i will not have some crazy guy that makes me laugh before i go to sleep. ): Oh well, we all grow up. I hope the next time we meet, it will be an invitation to his wedding.

Final lap, final semester. To all year 3s, good luck and do your best. LET'S FINISH THIS.

Business Finance.
Management Information Systems
Financial & Banking Applications II
Hospitality & Retail Systems I
be nice to me please.


Lots of love..!

Goodbye for now.


P.S I WANT LASAGNA!!..

Life is short and unpredictable.
That is why we have to appreciate how things are going on right now. Yes we take things for granted at times, but it is times like these that make us ponder and wonder what are we actually doing right or wrong. For now, i just want to share the top few things i wish to accomplish before i leave this once-beautiful Earth..  (in no particular order)

1. Bungee Jumping. I don't know why, i just want to feel the adrenaline of your whole self dropping from the platform with death defying rope. At least with this i know i've completed a sick feat! Hahaha, preferbably before i hit the age of 30.

2. Scuba diving. I want to witness the actual beauty of water life. The colors, the freedom the fishes have swimming everywhere.

3. Visit my dream places around the globe. Madrid, Paris, London, Venice, Rome, Zurich, Tokyo, Seoul, Hangzhou, Macau, Hawaii, Rio de Janiero, Vancouver and maybe somemore i may have missed out.

4. Throw a boomerang that will actually return back.

5. Have a happy family. Who doesn't want this?

It's amazing on how silly some of the ambitions are, but that is just me. Exploration is the key.
I guess 5 missions for a starter. Maybe one day i'll figure out more..



Illusion can also be the reflection of the reality. But it will not be an illusion if you don't think it that way. It will last if you put the trust in it.

Hi. I finally got my first few items from H&M. They were all really cheap and my brother went on a rampage to swoop twice as much as i did. The cashier that attended me was definitely from RP because i overheard about their discussion on UT results. Hahaha. Our way of life. RP-ians live within UT(s). Yeah she was nice, but it was very unfortunate when she gave me $5 extra in the change. I was confuse but she did make the mistake. Wanted to go back to the cashier to clarify but it was very crowded and my brother suggested we should just forget about it.. BUT! The story doesn't end there. I was stopped by the security because the alarm went off upon exiting. Shocked, baffled, WTH(ed). Searched my plastic bags and found out the boxer briefs' tags weren't removed.. Was afraid they would accuse me of stealing but the receipt caught my back, and the security just told me they are noting down the cashier name because they will demerit their points. At that point of time, i was so relief but devasted at the same time. Should i had told the security about the $5 incident, i think the cashier may well lose her job. Then again, it is a weekend, crowded, mistake prone.. In the end, the staff there offered me a H&M umbrella as an apology. Thankful, but i had to hand carry the umbrella for the rest of the day.. >:(

Got home, realized all the 3 tops i got were blue in color! Coincidence or whuttttt. There you have it, my adventure in H&M.. Nevermind, i should leave. Goodbye.

"My heart melted to the ground, found something true."  -Leona Lewis
Good afternoon. So these few days have been pretty fun! Went out with someone who loves to tickle and bully me all day, watching movies, having good, bad meals and shopping. As much as I'm almost immune to the tickling part, I'm not looking forward to get tickled again, BUT i think that's ok cause I'm a nice person.

So, my brother has been in Singapore for 2 weeks plus now. Hung out a lot with him, and sometimes things just get very awkward. You know? I mean, we meet only like once a year kind of thing, and through the years till now he is 27 and I'm almost.. 20. From kiddy children talks, sega games, to adult topics. It feels weird to talk to him about certain stuffs! You get it.. but yeap. I think he has a girlfriend that he's just not telling me. Hope he get married soon, cause I want a nephew or a niece! I'm not afraid to be addressed as uncle, because I already am one to my mum's godsister's sister's daughter's nephew! Hahaha. My brother, is the eldest in my mum's side. So it will be my grandfather's first great grandchildren! Ahhh.. very amazing how little tweaks can alter a huge situation.

Enough about my brother. Myself?
Couldn't face the fact that I'm entering my last semester of my polytechnic life. The last lap of a diploma education. It's great that it is coming to an end, but it's heart wrenching to leave.. the school.. food. Hahahaha. I love school's food. But seriously, i personally think i matured a lot throughout these years in poly. Meeting new people, handling certain situations, going on internship and yes, i think grew a lot in these 3 years. I may not be the best academically, but i think i excelled a lot mentally. A little bit of pre-thank you for Republic Polytechnic then..

Now now now, what else can i say? A beautiful day every single day.
If any sad beings have been reading my blog, my advise to you is to never give up (unless you're playing games), clear your mind off unhappy thoughts and look forward. I've went through a rough childhood, a bad one and certain things are not fully resolved, but i'm proud to say that all those made me who i really am and how wise i am at this age. We do not always get what we deserves, what we want, what we yearn for.. but as long as we have what we need, i think it is good enough. Picture it like you are already amazing with what you have and complain less, i'm sure life will be pretty awesome. You may say, god is always full of surprises, but we make it a point to hope for a better tomorrow, and by hope i mean to have faith. Am i right? As much as grace to be upon us, we have to work for it. It's a paradox we have to live this life with. Play a little music, close your eyes, hum a little tune and everything will be just fine..

Goodbye for now.

Tuesday oh Tuesday,

Cloudy morning, intimidating mood.
Why does the blanket always feels so good to cuddle with at such weather!?
Nevermind about that..

Thoughts.
Close your eyes, reminisce about the past day for awhile.. Open up, look forward, forget the rest.
I've never been a good decision maker, but i try my best, and i believe i'm way better about it now.

"Nothing compares, no worries, no care. Regrets and mistakes they're memories made." - Adele

Wise.


Earlier today, I had a friend ranting about her frustrations, about her relationship with this guy.
They've been friends since primary school and had recently decided to be dating. She came saying that they have known each other for so long and nothing left to talked about as a couple. It got me thinking but hey I mean, nothing left to find out? Why not make a chance and relive the childhood to spice things up instead of trying so hard to find out what's new about your significant other?.. I mean, it may work but it's something you should look at too. I'm no doctor love but that's what i feel. Then again i wish them all the best in life.

Thing is, nevermind..

WHAT DOESN'T KILL YOU WILL ONLY MAKE YOU STRONGER