posted on Thursday, July 19, 2012 at 11:30 PM
So, my 2 weeks of "holiday" is now left with 1. Soon, I'll be required to shave my head and head to the jungle. Sounds.. fun.. eh? Well, on Saturday, my ex-colleagues had planned a BBQ for me as a farewell event for my enlistment. They are such a sweetheart, but of cause they will never be as sweet as my darling girl! I will be wearing my new Arsenal Away 2011/2012 jersey given by my beloved girl. Anyway, I'm kinda in a stale mood now. Moodless. Thoughts..
I know I'm the jealous type. But you see, being a guy.. I don't get to go out with girls anyhow i want to. At least it is not as easy as a girl asking a guy out, or going out with a guy. It's the direct opposite for a guy. We can't ask a girl out that easily. Further more, i don't have much female friends whom i can call up to go out with. I get jealous, because i find it unfair. It's not what i want. But well, I've been trying to curb this myself, and i think i've improved slightly. I have to, because this is a huge mental hurdle to bring into the army. Whatever it is, i trust you and i believe in us..