posted on Sunday, April 8, 2012 at 1:52 PM
Rainy Sunday..
So i'm now unofficially jobless again. Submitted my resume for 2 jobs.. but i guess it will be a long wait for a reply. I feel like i'm wasting time right now, when i can be out there earning money. ):
My darling girl's starting school soon. That means, we will not get to meet as often as we want to especially when she works part time too. Well.. i guess that's ok, for we need to save up!
I really feel like she's the best i'll ever have. I want to be able to spend the rest of my life with her as married couple. Sometimes.. she does show have her negative side like i do too, for the fact that nobody is perfect in this cruel world. But, it is just that special
'she-is-the-one-for-me' loving bond that tells us to keep calm and accept it the way it is. I believe that is the greatest task to accomplish in any relationship. Well, i love her, and i always will, plus i already had taken the steps to embrace my beautiful girlfriend the way she is.
I don't know how many times i have to state this... but i want to marry her so much.
It is going to be tough with the financial health we have right now, but i know we will work hard to make it work.
If you're reading this baby.. read on.
I know sometimes i get really annoying with the way i behave, like being upset/angry/annoyed/jealous easily. I know my downfalls, and i'm trying to cut them down and improve to be a better other half of you. I really try and am trying.You know why? Because i care for you so much, and it hurts to watch you take all my frustrations in by yourself. I realised i have not appreciate you enough, but i do now, and i will more, for the rest of our blessed life. Baby, you're all i ever wanted and i trust that we will work out, now to the next step as husband and wife. I hope that the recent distance while we are working and not able to meet each other reminds us that we are deeply meant for one another. I miss you baby. I really really do. Nothing's going to stop us and we will succeed in our common goal! Virtual hug? .. (':
I believe in us, and i trust in you.