posted on Friday, September 23, 2011 at 12:54 PM
"My heart melted to the ground, found something true." -Leona Lewis
Good afternoon. So these few days have been pretty fun! Went out with someone who loves to tickle and bully me all day, watching movies, having good, bad meals and shopping. As much as I'm almost immune to the tickling part, I'm not looking forward to get tickled again, BUT i think that's ok cause I'm a nice person.
So, my brother has been in Singapore for 2 weeks plus now. Hung out a lot with him, and sometimes things just get very awkward. You know? I mean, we meet only like once a year kind of thing, and through the years till now he is 27 and I'm almost.. 20. From kiddy children talks, sega games, to adult topics. It feels weird to talk to him about certain stuffs! You get it.. but yeap. I think he has a girlfriend that he's just not telling me. Hope he get married soon, cause I want a nephew or a niece! I'm not afraid to be addressed as uncle, because I already am one to my mum's godsister's sister's daughter's nephew! Hahaha. My brother, is the eldest in my mum's side. So it will be my grandfather's first great grandchildren! Ahhh.. very amazing how little tweaks can alter a huge situation.
Enough about my brother. Myself?
Couldn't face the fact that I'm entering my last semester of my polytechnic life. The last lap of a diploma education. It's great that it is coming to an end, but it's heart wrenching to leave.. the school.. food. Hahahaha. I love school's food. But seriously, i personally think i matured a lot throughout these years in poly. Meeting new people, handling certain situations, going on internship and yes, i think grew a lot in these 3 years. I may not be the best academically, but i think i excelled a lot mentally. A little bit of pre-thank you for Republic Polytechnic then..
Now now now, what else can i say? A beautiful day every single day.
If any sad beings have been reading my blog, my advise to you is to never give up
(unless you're playing games), clear your mind off unhappy thoughts and look forward. I've went through a rough childhood, a bad one and certain things are not fully resolved, but i'm proud to say that all those made me who i really am and how wise i am at this age. We do not always get what we deserves, what we want, what we yearn for.. but as long as we have what we need, i think it is good enough. Picture it like you are already amazing with what you have and complain less, i'm sure life will be pretty awesome. You may say, god is always full of surprises, but we make it a point to hope for a better tomorrow, and by hope i mean to have faith. Am i right? As much as grace to be upon us, we have to work for it. It's a paradox we have to live this life with. Play a little music, close your eyes, hum a little tune and everything will be just fine..
Goodbye for now.